AHHAHAHA :)

Hi darlings.
Anyway, totally forgot about this.
You know how you get a diary and you say you'll write in it EVERY DAY and then after a week you're like screww this.
So yeah.
Anyway, life sucks, as usual. But I think I'm just going to accept that.
There's this super cute guy that I know. Actually there's three. And it's pretty hilarious since two of them have the same name :P
But boys are bad. So whatevs.
Not much to talk about, but I'll update ASAP :D

Eventually....Right?

Eventually, you have to pick yourself back up.
Eventually, you'll get used to the pain.
Eventually, the hurt will heal.
Eventually, you'll move on.
The happiness you used to feel, whenever you looked at him, you'll feel with someone else.
Right?
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Every time I see him, it tears me.
I want to go back to the mask I used to hide behind.
But I can't. Can I? It suffocates me.
I don't know who to trust anymore.
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I hate band. I don't understand why I liked it so much last year. Now I just want to shoot everybody.
Grrr.

Smile. :)

"Smile."
"At what?"
She shrugged. "Your inspiration."
I laugh.
I smile at my dreams.
I smile at you.
I smile with you.
It slowly gets better.
I accept it.
And then I begin to laugh.
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It hurts, I'll admit it.
It really does.
Have you seen Made of Honor?
It feels like "I'm happy that you're happy." Even though I'm not happy at all myself.
I'll get over it, eventually.
Of course, I've been telling myself that for over a year now.
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Homecoming shopping on Sunday/Monday!
I'm psyched :)
I kind of want a red dress, but black is really pretty.
I dunno.
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<3 t.lee

It was a beginning....

"Hi, what's your name?"
It was a beginning, at least.
"You'll find out soon enough."
The innocent child giggled and held out her hand.
"Let's be friends."
That's how it all started.
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Hey, my name is Tiffany. :)

Today was horrible.
I told him. I really did. I promised I would. Guess how that turned out...
That's right.
I'm three thoughts away from jumping out my window.
Maybe I will.
Nah. :)